I do this really weird thing where like I’m not sexually attracted to anyone but if I think they might share one of my kinks then like I want to have sex with them but not really sex just kink stuff that sometimes includes sex stuff but that’s just kinda a secondary thing for me you know? And sometimes there are like characters and stuff that I don’t know if I want to be them or be friends with them or have kinky rough sex with them, like reboot Dante or Loki cuz like sometimes I think I could be the genderbent versions of them or just be like them and have them want me and I just don’t know. It doesn’t help that this literally only happens with fictional characters.
Is there a name for sexuality that’s all kink or does that still just fit under asexual? Well, I’m sure it still fits under the umbrella but yeah. Maybe I just invented a new sexuality! Kinksexual or something. I dunno. I’m rambling.
I think I might’ve gone into a manic episode into a depressive one I just have so much energy I don’t know what to do with.
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