I haven’t had this much of an urge to self harm in a long time.

And I have to bottle it all up so that I don’t offend the person who pissed me off in the first place.

So I’m sitting here about to explode just wanting tonight to be over.

And honestly if I keep getting invalidated and put down and treated like I’m stupid I’m going to leave I’ve had enough of this shit you can say you love me all you want but fucking act like it once in a while.