TMI medical questions about my nether regions under the cut, I’m actually really concerned and google was unhelpful.

Ok so like I was feeling some pain down there today which is a “normal” occurrence for me (the doctors couldn’t figure out what it was, I knew it hurt more when I had sex and it made me have an intense burning and itching sensation which I know believe was an allergy to condoms and it sometimes hurts now randomly so I don’t know.

But like I was fingering myself and my vagina felt really rough which google did say was normal but I’ve never had that happen and also there was like small chunks on my fingers? It was almost like toilet paper chunks or something but it was way too far up to be that and like I’m really confused and should probably go to the doctor and it sucks so much I hate making phone calls.

But I don’t know like if it’s an STI that Dax gave me that he didn’t know he had? Or if I got an infection from something? Or is it something like way way worse like cancer or something? To be honest I’m kinda freaking out I feel like I’m going to cry.