i felt like maybe i should take a selfie of how i look right now? (and with my amazing pastel goth box skills) but i felt like talking about how i perceive my transness as a neurodivergent person with synesthesia??
ive never been able to properly put my gender into words, despite identifying as genderfluid.
my gender is dark green with light blue right now. it has rounded edges and a sandpaper like finish at the top of it that sends me into sensory hell. this is the simplest my gender has felt in years.
because of this, presentation has never been something i could easily do. you cant dress as what i described, and theres no way to tell a cis person that my chest doesnt feel right because my gender is purple and smooth and reminds me of how the side of a dime feels.
my neurodivergency has everything and nothing to do with how i identify with my gender
and i feel like thats really important to me
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