I occasionally try googling my symptoms if I think of another way of wording it or just to see if anything new pops up but it’s so disheartening.

“You’re not drinking enough water! You’re not exercising enough! You’re exercising too much! You’re not using ice enough! You’re using too much ice! I’m assuming you have hurt muscles because you’re an athlete! Have you tried this expensive diet/machine/physio therapy?”

I can barely get doctors to listen to me too and since I’m in between provinces rn my health care is all messed up and I hate it.

I was looking up wheelchairs today because I can’t even go out for a day anymore without serious pain. I am rapidly losing use of my legs and I feel like no one is taking me seriously and I’m not going to get better.

I just want to be able to walk.