Like I’ve told I’m suicidal I’ve told him plenty of times and yet he still thought it was a good idea to just shatter my dreams then leave me alone I don’t know what he expects but you know what me dying would hurt him the most so why the fuck should I bother trying to fight this.

and of course he decided to tell me this 5 minutes before he went to work so now I get 8 hours of wanting to die all by myself so now if I do something stupid it’ll be 8 hours until someone finds me I fucking hate everything.

So Dax doesn’t think that we can go to school at the same time and I can’t go to school without him because of my mental health so basically all my dreams just died and he doesn’t even see a problem with it.