
I made a pixel of my soul! I can’t make the middle thing spin though lol not enough room on the canvas of the program I’ve been using.

I made a pixel of my soul! I can’t make the middle thing spin though lol not enough room on the canvas of the program I’ve been using.
Recently after having a good cry I get this that happens where my eyes just have like all this sleep come up to the surface and really burns my eyes and I have no idea why but it sucks and it hurts.
Remind me to drink more often I feel 1000% more like myself while drunk.
Tagged by @saffkay kinda cuz they said anyone could do it lmao
Rules: tag 15 people you would like to get to know better
Name: Jasmyn
Nickname: Jazza, Jazzy, Jazz, Jas, Jazzymyna, idk like a milllion variation of my name
Zodiac: Aquarius
Gender: none (agender)
Sexuality: Asexual
Favourite Colour: Purple I guess? But red tastes the best.
Current Time: 1:13am
Average Hours Of Sleep: Depressed: 10+ Manic: 3-5
Last Thing You Googled: “screech alcohol” it’s a Newfie alcohol and I was talking to Dax about it and we thought that it was like 90%+ alcohol but it’s like 40% and our newfie friends lied to us.
Current # Of Followers: 107 but I think like most of those are deactivated lmao
Dream Job: Actress/Voice Actress, but I’ll probably just end up doing animation
Height: 5′5
What Do You Post: Mostly personal shit lmao I moved most of my fandom stuff to my kin blog.
Why Did You Choose Your Username: I was gonna start a YouTube channel 5 years ago when I made this blog that was me marathonning vidya games but that never happened and now it’s kinda my brand lmao. Been thinking about changing to my gamertag CanEHdianLoonie because it’s like 3 puns in one but idk
I don’t think I even know 15 people lmao if you like talking about yourself like I do do the thing I guess? Lmao
Drown my in Final Fantasy XV feels
There’s also something to be said about cisnormativity and heteronormativity because like I swear every kin call I see if “I’m this character! But I was gay and trans” and like I think that says a lot about our universe idk
Ok no I’m gonna elaborate on that because I’m drunk and I think about it all the time like i said on my kin blog that I think this universe is broken and I 100% believe that
Magic should be stronger than it is
Humans shouldn’t be this weak and unconnected with everything
Like magic here? Do this very specific thing at this very specific time with these very specific thing and this thing will kinda sorta happen probably.
And it’s BULLSHIT
Magic isn’t supposed to work that way
I think something disconnected us with it, something wrong happened somewhere down the line and it broke
Or maybe this universe was broken to begin with idk
Like I mean we have organs in our bodies that we don’t know what they do what if they are like magic containers or something that we forgot how to use?
Maybe our universe is unusually cut off from other parallel ones so using magic is more difficult.
Like we have so many stories that include stuff about magic or some form of it. We have the force, we have nen, we have witchcraft and mages and druids but actually trying to use it is so difficult and convoluted that it doesn’t feel right.
And I know I’m rambling and not very coherent but no one talks about this and I want to know what happened here that severed our connection with magic
Why do we have so many stories about it
Why are there so many people who remember lives with it
It’s wrong and I don’t know why it’s wrong and it stresses me out.
illumiknife
replied to your post “You know whats fun? Feeling depressed when having manic symptoms…”
😦 i hope you feel better soon friend
Aw thanks! I’m getting drunk and listening to the FFXV concert there was today and drowning in kin feels so hopefully that helps
You know whats fun? Feeling depressed when having manic symptoms
/sarcasm