So I’m so anxious that it’s literally preventing me from sleeping
I took 2 different sleep aids last night and even though I felt very sleepy I still couldn’t fall asleep for hours and when I was “asleep” it was like half awake half sleeping that was just straight anxiousness
I’m not even attempting to sleep tonight
It’ll be my 3rd all nighter in like a weeks time span
This is so not healthy
I think the worst are the slow burn mental breakdowns where your mind just slowly winds down over the course of several days.
Dax made me promise to work on a cover letter today but looking at all the templates is just making me panic and I want to cry.
Added that it’s his nephews birthday today so I still have to go out in see people so today is going to be the worst.
So now my roommate and this dude are arguing about Tylenol being a anti-inflammatory or not
It was a big enough fight for the dude to leave so my anxiousness can rest for a bit.
I don’t know who it is that my roommate has over but if I have to listen to him cough up another loogie every 30 goddamn seconds I gonna go in there and tell him off oh my god
Breathing shit gives me so much anxiety I’m either gonna flip a table or cry stg
*watches Markiplier play Neverending NIghtmares*
*is surprised when the horror elements of a horror game triggers my anxiety when the game was about the horror elements of anxiety and depression*
Sometimes I just don’t think, I’m gonna watch some fluffy anime stuff for a while maybe that’ll cheer me up. I was gonna draw today. And yesterday.
I was gonna finish the 3 drawings I have going. I make bad life choices.
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