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I had a dream the other night that I don’t remember much but there was a public bathroom that was like horror movie nasty with green mold and shit everywhere and there was this like evil wizard person that was holdong a baby and he was like “see this child was born blind but look” and then it opened its second set of eyes? And he was like “nature finds a way” and then he handed me the baby and I was freaking out because four eyed baby and I showed someone else but then it’s eyes started multiplying and I freaked out and threw it and then it exploded and I threw up.

I blame the Resident Evil trailer.

Dreams I have without videos playing in the background: people screaming at me, horrible monsters attacking, everyone I’ve ever loved hates me.

Dreams I have with videos playing in the background: I have to do a strip tease because the government said so because it’ll help the giant crab princess and her brother get to heaven.

Had 2 separate nightmares last night about the world ending.

The first one a meteor hit the earth and I actually got to feel myself die and I was begging that I was right about reincarnation and wasn’t going to hell.

So now nothing feels real and I want to cry.

mhaelkheel:

some fun psychosis things

  • those hands that grab you from behind
  • everyone is looking Right At You they’re going to Kill You
  • Panic and Constant Dread™
  • theres cameras everywhere even if you cover them they can watch you through the screens you will never be safe
  • you know the water has been tampered with but no one believes you
  • objects are alive they just pretend when other people look but you know the truth!!
  • time to laugh uncontrollably for no reason
  • sorry i cannot process what you are saying to me try again later
  • those shadow people that just chill while youre going about your business like do u mind pal
  • DO NOT TOUCH ME Bad things will happen idk why but Do NOT
  • lights flickering
  • everyone has halos around them for some reason
  • theres blood in my mouth theres blood on my hands blood spilling from my neck just. always with the blood,
  • Dont leave your food unattended or look away the bugs will get inside it
  • the world is fake but only you know about it??when will everyone wake up
  • my organs are moving around in my body this is fine
  • what is Impulse Control
  • do It do It do IT Do IT DO IT
  • i dont exist i am dead that person in the mirror is Not me
  • Anger

shinyzelda:

s/o to trauma survivors who don’t remember every detail of bad things that happened, who might not remember anything at all but still Know something went down based on things people told them or their own odd behavior they can’t explain. who get vague feelings and moments where they feel like they’re panicking because of emotions they can’t quite place, and feel like the memories of the Bad Thing are stuck in their brain and it’s frustrating and confusing, and scary. I understand and i know how it feels