OK so did a bit of searching and the sounds of it I’m having a problem with my thyroid that’s affecting the lymph nodes or something.
That’s not surprising thyroid problems run in my family I’m just going to have to see what I can do about it tomorrow because I don’t have a doctor here yet.
But I feel less like I’m going to die now so there’s that.
I’ve never wanted to be getting sick more, this thing with my throat is starring to freak me out and I’m scared that if I fall asleep I’m going to suffocate but I’m like pretty sure it’s just lymph nodes that are swollen or something but it’s starting to hurt worse and I’m freaking out.
I’m sorry mom but I don’t want to risk my fucking life trying to travel provinces to see family if they want to see me so bad they can fucking come here.
Seriously I work barely above minimum wage I don’t have money for this our muffler just fell off we have to get the whole thing replaced and last time I made this trip I got a fucking blood clot that should not be taken lightly this is a 10 hour drive it’s really fucking dangerous I don’t want to fucking die.
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