Not sure if things are starting to feel less weird or if I’m getting used to the weird.

I do still feel really heavy though.

But since I’m feeling good mentally from this I might elaborate on the me being autistic and borderline thing, I’ll see if I can word it properly.

Woke up with a gallbladder attack again.

Decided to take some T3’s to see if they help this time.

The pain is mostly gone but holy hell I am high as a kite jesus christ

It’s like being drunk kinda but a different kind of dizzy that’s not actually dizzy? I don’t know how to describe it.

Everything feels really soft though so that’s kinda weird.

So  since I took the t3’s early this morning for pain (that didn’t help at all I mean it didn’t even make a dent) and I apparently didn’t completely sleep them off I basically spent the entirety of my shift high as balls.

And still in an immense amount of pain. Today was lovely.