fitness chronicles – gamerfreakathon

I worked out yesterday.

First time since I came back from my trip home so like it’s been almost a month.

My hamstrings feel like they’re going to fall off.

I did 9 miles today, that’s 14.5 km. The most I’ve done before was 6 miles and I’ve only done that twice.

Holy shit.

Also I’ve lost a couple a pounds woohoo!

I’ve messed up my ankle pretty bad so I don’t think I’m going to be able to work today.

I’ve been kinda pushing it the last few days since it’s been hurting but now I can barely put any weight on it and I had to go back to using my crutches instead of just my cane so I’m a little down about that.

*Works out a little shorter today since I pushed myself so hard yesterday*

*Is in more pain that yesterday*

What the fuck.

Oh yes a surprising side effect of me working out: my boobs have gotten bigger.

Like it’s probably just because I’m way more hydrated but it’s weird.

I did 6 miles on the ecliptic today. I thought I was going to burn out before mile 4 but I pushed through it! Also nearly burned a hole through my slipper.

It was is 2 spurts so 2 miles and then 4 miles, but all together it was 95 minutes and I burnt around 1000 calories plus some stretches and ab work in the middle.

Today was a good day.

That feel after a long workout when your muscles are popping.

Oh I should mention that right now my ultimate fitness goal is to get enough definition in my arms to get my guild tattoo again. So that’s going to take a while lmao.

weight talk under the cut so tw for that

So the scale we bought came in today and I am currently 192 lbs. Thats…. 20lbs more than I though I was, I was 170lbs when I got my gallbladder surgery, I didn’t know it had gotten that bad.

So for my first goal I’m going to try to get down to 170 and see how I feel and where I’m at and go from there.

I’m just going to have to keep reminding myself that I’m doing this for me to feel better, and not for anyone else. My weight is not equal to my worth, regardless of what my mom tells me.