Not sure if things are starting to feel less weird or if I’m getting used to the weird.
I do still feel really heavy though.
But since I’m feeling good mentally from this I might elaborate on the me being autistic and borderline thing, I’ll see if I can word it properly.
Woke up with a gallbladder attack again.
Decided to take some T3’s to see if they help this time.
The pain is mostly gone but holy hell I am high as a kite jesus christ
It’s like being drunk kinda but a different kind of dizzy that’s not actually dizzy? I don’t know how to describe it.
Everything feels really soft though so that’s kinda weird.
Dear Fenris:
Can yo do the heart thing but like with my gallbladder?
kthxbye
I was sad so I ate chocolate
Now I am sad because I am in pain from said chocolate
Life is cruel
You know what I miss
Fucking Advil
Advil works so fucking well for me
Tylenol doens’t do fuck all
And I can’t take the Tylenol 3’s because I don’t want to spend work high and dizzy again and probably still in pain if they decide not to work.
So I want Advil
But I can’t take Advil because of the blood thinners
So basically all I can do is writhe in pain until it goes away.
Trying to stay positive at least now the pain is only in my upper half
When I was still trying to sleep it was all over
I mean this maybe would be more positive if it didn’t hurt 3x as bad in my torso now
You know what the worst part is? I have to walk to work today.
And it’s -20C
I’m gonna die omg
Guess whose been awake since 6am because xeir in so much pain?
This gallstone business is bullshit, I tell you what.
I never want bacon ever again jfc it’s not worth it
Guess whose having another gallbladder attack!
It’s my day off I wanted to sleep in too.
gamerfreakathon 