Had a horrible nightmare last night that’s probably gonna haunt me for like the next week. 

It was that my abusive ex found me and kept calling me and then started to like sing outside of my window and other creepy shit and no one would believe me that he was abusive so they kept letting him in the house and I tried to find a bathroom where I could hide in but they kept moving or were being used and yeah it went on for a long time and I almost woke up crying.

Had 2 separate nightmares last night about the world ending.

The first one a meteor hit the earth and I actually got to feel myself die and I was begging that I was right about reincarnation and wasn’t going to hell.

So now nothing feels real and I want to cry.