Tag: *gross sobbing*

actualanders:

:

“Not every day you get to meet your future self. You don’t seem very happy. That worries me. Got any bone-chilling advice to help me avoid the permanent frown?”

”.. Don’t do it..”

“Do what?”

“You’ll see when the time comes…”

“You’re bad at this whole advice thing, you know? Keeping me in the dark here! Oh well, I can be patient, I guess. But now you’re just going to leave me wondering.”

#im so fucked up about this yall dont even understand  #anders has to be one of the most believable and multifaceted characters i’ve ever seen  #he’s so realistic and such a prime example of good intentions turned to hatred   #fear taking hope and making it vengeful  #all he wants is freedom from oppression for his people  #freedom from judgement and confinement and abuse   #and when we first meet him he still has that spark   #the flirty mage grey warden with sarcastic quips and a sly grin and a gold hoop glittering at his ear  #and when we leave him   #downtrodden and broken and having committed the greatest tragedy kirkwall has ever seen  #it’s heartbreaking and no matter how much i want to hate him for what he did i cant   #anders was light and love and a healing touch and a fondness for kittens and simple pleasures   #but all that became so poisoned between his own poor choices and his terrible circumstances   #and my heart will never stop breaking for him (via queensamwise)

So I watched Dax play the P.T./ Silent Hills demo thing

Now I am shaking and I was on the verge of a panic attack but I’m calming myself down now.

Dax was stuck on a spot so I went to go look it up and so I had the laptop in my lap.

And then I was talking about a thing and in mid sentence the fucking chick jumped down and I screamed really loud and threw the laptop a little bit and scared the shit outta my cat and scared Dax a little bit.

Dax wasn’t scared by her he was scared by me.

And now he’s totally fine and gonna head off to work and I’m stuck here by myself for like another 4 hours so fml.