I just want things to be okay and happy and I’m trying to make things better

I had the nightmare about my sister last night again

But I remember that while I was talking to her she suddenly split in half (not like, horrifically but dream like now suddenly she’s in two pieces)

And now today it feels like my VM family is coming apart.

None of us are taking Percy’s death very well

And it’s tearing us apart at the seems

And I don’t know what to do.