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actualanders replied to your post: ok but like… mage!avvar!hawke/anders t…

please

i’m so mad at myself for not writing this shit down while it was all cystal clear in my mind but like. idk, just fuck me up bc avvars n spirits.

like. avvar hawke (who grew up without having to constantly hear the chantry’s propaganda about how spirits and magic need to be feared) learning about anders and justice merging and going like “oh yeah, our mages merge w/ spirits all the time, they’re kind n wise guardians who show us how to use and control our magic“. avvar hawke telling anders that he did the right thing, that his cause is just and right. avvar hawke telling anders that he didn’t corrupt his friend when they merged. avvar hawke being there for anders and justice as they learn to coexist and communicate again. avvar hawke letting out a 10 minute long farting noise every time some holier-than-thou chantry type tries to justify the horrors going on in the circles. avvar hawke despising how the chantry and templars treat mages and helping anders free mages from the gallows. just. avvar hawke.

(also like. avvar marriage customs tho, jfc. like since anders doesn’t really have any “elders of his clan” that hawke can approach, he announces his intentions to justice instead, and the three of them talk abt it at length for hours, like. this fucking headcanon is going to keep me awake at night, i’m. i’m crying rn tbh.)