Ah that one post about seeing people as pieces of other people was so accurate.

It hurts so much when someone I trust does something that makes me think of one of my abusers.

Lots of times it’s just like a laugh or a way a connection is made or something and it’s just ugh.

And since I’m on this topic can the whole world forget about Star Wars and stop trying to make me like it again? Literally there’s nothing you can do to not make me think of my biggest abuser like really just shush he made Star Wars become a trigger for me so just shooooosh