I didn’t really do much this year. I mean I worked at Best Buy until, what was it, February I think? Somewhere around there and then the whole shitfest happened and I haven’t had a job since. And since then it’s just been one panic attack after another (thanks Best Buy). Lets see some hightlights of this year…

• panic attacks galore
• knees got worse
• survived my first year out of the house
• found out about my allergy to spermicide
• met eco
• discovered I was agender
• rediscovered my intense fear of being eaten alive
• mostly overcame that fear
• watched my kitten grow into a cat
• Got closer to my sisters
• watched A LOT of anime
• started and stopped self harming
• renewed my faith in the creed (thanks AC4)
• almost starved to death because we couldn’t afford to buy groceries
• fell in love with Dante
• (mostly) overcame my fear of demons (thanks Dante)
• became passionate about social justice
• had a romance with Anders
• had a romance with Thane
• had my heart broken by both of them
• ended my abusive relationship with my ex
• survived the Xbox One launch without frostbite
• came to terms with a lot of past junk I was holding onto
• realized how good of a strategist I am
• got a better handle of my mood shifts
• gained weight
• lost weight
• fell in love with RWBY
• got into the Rooster Teeth fandom on tumblr
• cosplayed as Yang
• cried a lot
• spent months doing nothing but sitting on Tumblr and watching Rooster Teeth
• took so many pictures of my cat
• fell deeper in love with my boyfriend
• started seeing everyone within the Meyers Briggs personality sorter and now can’t stop

and now finally on the last day of the year I’ve started doing Mary Kay again.

And you know what? i feel good. Things have been going well this past month, and it’s the first time in a while that I haven’t felt suicidal on New Years, so at least there’s that. I think this’ll be a good year.

Also lets everyone cross their fingers that I don’t almost die this New Years, I’ve almost died the past 4 New Years or so.