weight talk under the cut so tw for that

So the scale we bought came in today and I am currently 192 lbs. Thats…. 20lbs more than I though I was, I was 170lbs when I got my gallbladder surgery, I didn’t know it had gotten that bad.

So for my first goal I’m going to try to get down to 170 and see how I feel and where I’m at and go from there. 

I’m just going to have to keep reminding myself that I’m doing this for me to feel better, and not for anyone else. My weight is not equal to my worth, regardless of what my mom tells me.