I think I’ve put my finger on why all this shit is making me so uncomfortable.

I’m bipolar, I already have people telling me I’m dangerous and that other people shouldn’t associate with me and to stay away from them and all that.

So now with literally 90% of people talking about this throwing mentally ill people under the bus, it’s increasing the stigmatism and putting me and people like me at an even greater risk for violence.

ollivander:

seeing things in the dark while trying to fall asleep

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Yall don’t even know I can’t be in the darl because I start hallucinating like all that silent hill shit and it feels like hands are grabbing me everywhere and somethings sitting on my chest and every worst nightmare comes to life.

I’ve had to sleep with a nightlight basically my whole life because of it.