that should be all the things I hope I didn’t miss anything

I am discovering the draw back of being full manic instead of hypomanic

And that is oh my god I am so awake why am I so awake I did shit today I did a lot of shit I woke up early I didn’t sleep well last night it’s 2 am and I wanna write fanfiction and draw and be on Tumblr but oh my god I have to sleep I work tomorrow will I still be manic tomorrow or will I be tired or will I still feel like I’m all hyped up on sugar will I die I feel like my heart is beating fast oh my god what is going EVERYTHING IS SO COOL RIGHT NOW I WANNA DO ALL THE THINGS

And yeah that’s what my mind is like it’s like holy shit some bipolar people go through this a lot